There's so many fine women, my head is spinnin'

So, girls.

I mean, it's me. So the topic had to come up eventually.

What's my type, you ask?

Well, I had a rather shitty relationship in the past. And it really made me feel like shit. So I want a girl that's the opposite, you know?

• A girl who will put my picture as the background of her phone and show it off.
• A girl that knows how to dress up, but who can be beautiful in sweatpants.
• A girl that'll love me for who I am.
• A girl who likes playing games or going shopping.
• A girl that doesn't mind just being with me, even if we don't go to expensive dinners.
• A girl that's patient with me and will teach me how to kiss like a pro.
• A girl with a sense of humor that won't freak out over the littlest things.
• A girl who isn't clingy, but makes me feel loved. 
• A girl that can cook. 
• A girl that likes to cuddle.
• A girl that won't fake like she loves me. She'll really love me. 
• A girl that I can bring home to my mom proudly. 

Maybe my standards are too high, but when was that a bad thing? I just want a good relationship, you know? I want someone that'll love me. Because I always feel like I have to pretend and be someone I'm not to meet their expectations. And that's not who I am.

A few secrets?

I hate when people treat me like some fragile girl.
I hate when people hold doors open for me. I like doing it for other people.
I hate when people treat me differently at all because I'm a girl, I guess is the summary.

I've always been more comfortable with just....being me. Sure, I'm boyish, but people have got to deal with that because I'm not changing for anyone anymore. I'm not gonna settle. I'm me, and if I can't find someone who will love and accept me for who I am, I guess I'll just be alone. And that's okay.

Wow...Pretty deep one o clock in the morning musing. :]]