Okaaay....So, I made plans with Nicole yesterday, but I have to cancel because mom randomly decided sh wants to go rafting with our flakey ass cousin JERRY. He's just going to flake and then I won't be able to go.
Damn it, I haven't seen Nicole in two years. And I made my plans first, god damn you! I've been cooped up in this house taking care of grandma all summer, and I rarely get to do anything! I make plans and she immediately cancels them. Fuck her.
And she keeps bitching about how I don't know how to drive and I don't know how to get around....Whose fault do you think that is? Do you think it has anything to do with how she never talks to me longer than it takes to scream at me? Or the fact she takes no interest in my life unless she's canceling something I was looking forward to? Or how she never lets me go anywhere, do anything,t hat requires gaining life experience?
Nah, can't be. I'm just making things up, huh?
And get this: She even said: "YOU'RE 18! I'M DONE WITH YOU!"
Bitch, then let me move into a dorm like I wanted to! I woulda gladly borrowed thousands to get the fuck out of this house, and away from her crazy ass. I hope she gets help. She was like: "Oh, I would miss you too much!" She never talks to me, never pays any attention to me unless she's screaming for something I've done "wrong", I just...
Fuck it all.
That sounds... fucking tough. Have you thought about finding somebody to represent you against your mom per se? She doesn't seem to know what she wants out of you at all.
ReplyDeleteMaybe somebody like Ms. Acquisto could help you negotiate with her, but that's just the best person that I could think of. You might find better people to "represent" you at Sac City.