So, yeah. A lot of weird stuff has been going on lately, but I'm determined to be a more optimistic person. Before, if ONE bad thing happened, it totally would ruin my day. Even though it was a totally awesome day.
But, y'know what? I'm gonna start enjoying my life. College is supposed to be the best years of your life, and I'm not gonna let anyone ruin it for me. Because chances are they won't be in my life that long anyway.
Anyway, so today was pretty good. English nearly put me to sleep. I can't believe I signed up for a 7:30 class. I am so fucking STUPID. But yeah, we basically read through the boring English book and she explained to the retards what a thesis statement was.
Um...This is a college grad requirement English class. Don't you know what a fucking thesis statement is? How many lectures do I have to sit through that's like: "DUUUH THIS IS A THESIS STATEMENT DUH AND THERE'S THIS LITTLE THING CALLED A COMMA. HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF A COMMA?"
Siiiigh. Sometimes I think I am the only smart person in the entire world. It's like I never left New Tech.
Anyway, after that boring ass class, I had a break for about an hour and a half. I sat down at my usual table and plugged in my laptop. Then I found Loki and he introduced me to his friends, which was awesome 'cause they are all really fun. I noticed this really cute-looking guy.
I was hangin' with this guy Josh, though. I go to get some food from the vending machine and all that, and Justin watches my backpack (Cute guy). Then Josh asks if I have a boyfriend, yada yada yada, and he asks me out. o_O Wtf, I just met the guy, right?
Ten minutes later, Justin asks me out. ._. But he's totally cute about it! He was like: "I think you're really cute. I've never done this before, but would you be my girlfriend? We have a lot in common and you're really cute." I anno, he's really cute. He's 20 though. But that's not so bad, I guess. But anyway, he's really cute and seems really sweet and we have a shitload in common, so I said yes.
He walked me to my Art class. Afterwards we hung out. It's nice that my mom is letting me hang out at the campus now. It's nice to be out of the house and hang out with people. I'm kinda anxious about being in another relationship, but...I dunno. He seems really sweet and my mom likes him. I'm totally nervous though, uuugh...Relationships stress me out.
Looking back on the majority of my previous ones, one can't help but understand why. <<;;; Hopefully a 20 year old will be more mature than high school kids.
Anyway, tomorrow I'm going to Folsom Lake. I'm not taking any Friday classes, thank god. I'm exhausted. I came home from school, ate a bowl of ice cream (It's fucking hot!!!!) and curled up in my bed. Fell asleep for like 2 and a half hours. And I'm still tired. Pissed I have to get up early tomorrow. My mom's an asshole.
Whatever. 3 day weekend. And I'm not getting up early every day, so she can go fuck herself.
I should go to bed, but one more episode of Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei won't kill me. <3 And my mom's hogging the bathroom anyway, so I can't brush my teeth.
"You got me sayin' yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah...It just a feelin'!" <3 Taeyang is love
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