I just wanna go out tonight, I'm too tired to put up a fight.

So I was supposed to go shopping today with my cousin.

That...didn't happen.

Instead, I was guilted from the moment I woke up into going to my grandma's doctor's appointment. -___- What the fuck. They knew I had plans. So basically I was fucked if I went. So I just canceled. I'd rather just cancel than have to deal with those assholes. But guess what? Even though I canceled, they still started shit. There's no pleasing those people.

I'm just really...down, lately. Last night I went to the hot tub with my cousin and my mom and all they did was ignore me the entire time. Every time I tried to open my mouth they made fun of me. And when I tried not to talk, they made fun of me for being quiet and treated me like a freak. Then mom made a scene in the restaurant for no god-damned reason.

Is it Monday yet? I wanna start getting out of the house and doing my own shit. I'm tired of being a slave.  And I'm tired of complaining about it, too. I'm just having a really low day. Oh, and I have stomach cramps. =/ Not fun at all.